A typical day.

Wednesday April 26th 2006.

12am
on the phone with Bryan. He's helping me with my literature assignments. and exchanging crap at the same time.

12.30am
starting to feel dizzy. done quite a bunch of questions. give up. sleep, for the first time since 39 hours before that.

5:50am
so tired. had i actually slept? i think i just closed my eyes a moment ago. i hear my mom screaming. she's my alarm clock. drift in and out of sleep. get up and lock door. mom banging on it.

6:20am
get up, after pressing snooze button on my phone clock for the umpteenth time. brush teeth. look at my face. oh my god im ugly still. wash face. blahblahblah. no breakfast. go to car.

6:50am
reach school. go to registration class. tell Lily to wake me up when teacher comes. sleep.

7:35am
wake up. take attendance. stretch. yawn.

7:45am
biology was great. i think the teacher was talking about enzymes.. i think.

8:45am
literature class was cool. cikgu mashayu totally bombed us for our incomplete assignments (again!) and warns us, for the 3rd time, the deadline is this coming saturday (YES YES YES YESS!!)

9:45am
hang out with clint, fel (missed those two so much!) and michelle. saw an effin huge lizard. or was it a really small monitor lizard?

fel and i went to check out the MPs(Majlis Pelajar: student councillors) election board. check out some of the ads we saw









they're not posted by the nominees i heard? just teases from the 05/06 MPs. but im not too sure about this one though...


10:05am
still falling behind in maths. still feel stupid. still asked by teacher if i need him to slow down. sam would really love it if i voted for her. she's really freaked out she might get no votes. asked to sign one of the mini cards for JiaYin's birthday box.

11:05am
been missing physics class for 2 days in a row. yesterday was for UNSW science thing. today, i sit so blur in class. but amazingly, didn't yawn even once. amazing. amazing i didn't fail the test, i got a 36/50. i am content. had milk candy from Alina.


the last time i had this, i was 5.

12:05pm
get lunch from mom. drop all unused books in car. wait for luwee's car to come. go to canteen/dining hall together. thought of the "maggot-in-the-burger" incident i was told of. shrug. eat.

12:20pm
walk with Jen and Shen to campus area. walk with Farid to chem class. start practicals, wanna leave early. Iqbal is no longer cute. HEHEEE. so bersakai still, about the whole "the solution turns colourless" titration. been doing it for 2 years. i'm still sakai.
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2pm
go to LT11 for PRS meeting. missed the week before for Pool Club (back then Iqbal was still cute and was also in Pool club). ckg Hamidah gonna be transferred to SMSH. Amalini going to a KL uni. farewell party. cake cake cake cake cakeeee!!! vanilla coke!!! TOOK A PIC WITH SWEET/LOVABLE/CUTE/SEMI-HOT "SALLY" SITTING RIGHT BESIDE ME!!!!!!!! gotta grab hold of that pic. how how how? 7 days later i might not find him all-that anymore.

3pm
discussion on upcoming Explorace for MD-ians(nyehnyeh you dunno about it =p shhh!)

4pm
go home. shower.

5pm
call teo. yadda yadda yadda. we going out tonight, with bryan.

5:30pm
he comes to pick me up. i cannot find any bra. got ready in record time.

5:45pm
teo does my maths homework at westreet.

6pm
anthony comes and talk to us. he is hot. he is hot. he is hot.

6:30pm
bryan finally arrives. chit chat gibberish blahblah

7:30pm
goes for a game of pool.

8pm
suddenly struck by PMS. being a moody crap. teo leaves for dinner with family at swensens. bal comes over to pass some package to bryan. he does not buy that crap bout me lesbian-ing with tashny in bryan's room after the water fest under the bedsheets which all got wet afterwards. i HONESTLY do not know how that happened, im innocent.

8:30pm
pool game over. Bal has to go. bryan and i goes to the arcade to vent frustrations. totally beat the hell out of him in DDR.

9:15pm
check out CDs in AV. realised the new trend for CD covers. the "i'm-not-having-an-orgasm-i'm-just-posing" look.


9:30pm
teo comes back to join us. go K-boxing. screamed our hearts out. almost got raped in the Kbox HAHAHA (joke, joke). we have to go k-boxing again and sing all the oldies. we have to.

10pm
DDR-ed till the ppl closed the shops and had no more tokens. beat the crap out of teo and bryan again ngarharhar.


bryan says to imagine if that sign was pasted on a person at the back. what would you think?

10:30pm
dad comes. get into car, teo along, sending him home (he sent me there, fair trade?). bryan runs after the car coz he cant bear for us to leave him. the truth is, the package from bal was left in my bag.

10:38pm
bryan calls, insists to apologize to my dad for running after the car and stopping midroad. regards to teo.

11pm
bath... thought about "water spirit". shrug. i still love taking baths.

THE NEXT DAY

12:15am
good mood. want to share? type ALL THIS ABOVE AND BELOW in laptop, without going online yet.

12:50am
uploading pics and stuff.

now. publish post. =D

I HAD ANOTHER GREAT DAY WITH ALL YOU GUYS =D

The pressure is beginning to mount. sighs. I failed my physics test! Why does everyone(my friends) seem to be failing physics? I failed the test, the assignment and the last homework. hrmm.. =(

I was in the newspapers last Saturday. It's under focus, page 12 in the Borneo Bulletin. Gawd. I wasn't sitting properly. Embarassing eh. Anyway, this is the picture.

yup, ok. really not in the mood now... kinnda depressed over my test results because it wasn't a difficult paper and I know I could have done better. Sighs.

aite, im out.

My english is getting so much poorer, seriously. I need to read a book or something and pick up new words, whatever. I'm just not motivated enough to do so. AND, I don't know of any good books to read at the moment. So, any suggestions? Sighs. Seriously man, WHEN IS my NEW English teacher coming? It has been like almost 2 months! Sheessh. I have not written a proper essay for like 5 friggin months. Heh. There are like wha, 11 classes without a teacher? What if MY teacher only comes 3 months later? or worse, 4 months, 5 months later? 6 months?? Arhh, this is nuts!~ Okay, yes, i should just relaxxxx and continue being patient... yess...... ~ =
It's getting so frustrating. For once, I really want to study. I want to improve my academic standards. I want "A's". Seeing those "LUCKY" students having their english lessons just makes me angry, frustrated, jealous. I could have been doing role plays in class by now and everything else they're learning. Having discussions about a particular topic, writing essays, improving their english- their writing skills, the way they brain storm, whatever. And all i'm doing during my extra P.S (G.P class) is think what I want for lunch later in the afternoon and basically, just wasting time by not doing any work, getting all disgusted by how dirty the canteen area is and making sure my things are not directly in contact with the canteen table (serious). After the BIAWAK incident last week which caused Michelle and I to be in the limelight, I DON'T wanna ever go there again unless the unsightly creature is gone fo sure.

Maybe I should follow Fay's footsteps. During my P.S, I should go to the library, get a book, read, mark the last page I read that day, hide the book in a place where anyone wouldn't find it, go back there the following day, get that book, continue reading, mark the page, and repeat the same routine until I finish reading the book. haha.

I'm not turning dumb, fuk u. hahaa. I just... well.... need some "touch ups" on my deteriorating english. I can't afford to weaken the calibre of my english now. It's already bad as it is. Maybe I should blog more. Haha. I actually learn a lot by blogging. =)

So much of me, myself, I and my english, goddammit, Greet, Wish. Those two simple words and I got mixed up with them. What's wrong with me? Maybe i'm just tired. I've been yawning for the past, I don't know, 2 hours? Haha. I've been patiently waiting for my hair to dry so I can go to bed. lol. Yes, blow drying is another alternative but heh, I absolutely hate blow drying my hair when it's wet.

Grr. I'm getting all pissy. HAHHHHHHHHHHH. =\ ={ =( Mann, I need to read a book and relax. Or maybe, get started on my maths assignment on sequence and binomial AND finish off all my homeworks from last weeks up till date. Haha. I haven't been doing my maths homework simply cos I don't understand sequence BECAUSE, I have not been listening in class BECAUSE, oh my god, im getting so crappy (haha). Ok, cos I can't see the white board and I've been focusing more to "trying to focus on what's being written on the board" rather than listening to what She was teaching. heh.

I went for an eye check up this afternoon. My degree has increased. Crap. Haha. No Wonder I couldn't read what was written on the board no matter how much I tried to "focus" WITH my specs on. I have to change my lens very soon. I'm considering using contact lens.

Some of u might not even know I actually use specs. Haha. That's cos I only wear my specs in class. haha. So yea, my vision's a littly blurry all the time outside class. So if you see me and I look in your direction but you don't get a hi from me, sorry kehs. :)

Good night.

water fest

water fest was wicked. bal's ass kept stickin out of his pants. bryan was an ass coz he cheated, he used the hose. saw alley, fiz, siew and kokhow. met tashny, she was all "OMG you're sana's friend right?" (eh sana, have u been badmouthing me hmm??) she was going "pass me the hose" HEHEHEHE. keep repeating that, you'll get the joke. wordplay, wordplay ;)

i was stalked by a little girl who was unrelenting. seriously, she kept splashing the water at me, only me, and it was literally ICY COLD! aiigghhh!! i dont remember how much ice there was in the barrels of water but when mr.iforgothisname went to get more, bryan, bal and i went along, so that we could go pick vee up (coz she came, cudn't get me, my phone wasn't with me (DUH it'd get wet) and she got pissed hahaha and went back home) but alas, when we got to her place, she was out with her mama for lunch @#$%^&*(%$#@#$. im so sorry vee, i know we shud've called u.

tradada the burmese are COOL. HAHAHAHAHA. what? seriously! wait. NO, they're BAD, Very VERY BAD! >=( why? coz .. COZ YOU KNOW, freshwater is "disappearing and getting polluted"??!! (quoted from Bryan himself, HAH! realise the irony? he is burmese..) so yea. why were we wasting water huh? WHY WHY WHY? OK i'll shut it. i had fun, im guilty too. HEHEHE =D=D=D

lemme think, it's been a week since then, what has happened.. hmm.. uhh.. nothing much. school school school. mom's back, so not allowed to go out AGAIN.. grh. but i did get to go to yenchuan's birthday. yeah i think im only allowed to go out for good enough reasons, NOT hanging out at the mall (pahhh..) but i did watch IceAge2 with Bryan after the waterfest at themall hahaa only coz my mom wasnt around hoho. im a prisoner, i gotta learn to deal with it :S im still wondering how im gonna come up with a good enough excuse to go to teo's later. OH YEAH. people, Teo's place later k? 3pm 3pm! saturday 22nd! remember! teo, see, we love you so much that we simply HAVE to gather at your place the moment you come home hahahaha.

oh and Fel, i still cant find your navigating buttons in crazyyinlove! sasak already lahh!! HOWEVER, thanks to my undeniable intelligence (mwahaha!) i have found a way to weasel my way to read ur blogs and comment! hahahahahaa sans all forms of formatting of course =( fixit lah fixit lah, all weblogs should be mozillafirefox-friendly! =P and i've commented at each of u and clint's blogs! go check! =D

ok i think i'll stop here lah, im ranting too much. and i got a physics test in 4 hours. clinton too. whoever that takes physics too. i been flunking every single piece of work that has results, i cannot believe it! seriously. i had never failed anything before!! ='( i hate this. i wont be surprised if i fail the test later. khhhh. and i really slept through my chem class last tuesday. im gonna flunk for this =S i missed out the whole lesson on ionisation energy and stuff.

oh, have u noticed, my english is deteriorating.

I BE A HAPPY CHILD!

wahahahhaa. yayyy. my mom's off to KL for the weekend. HAHAHAHA. freedom! freedom!

oh and i went to Shenny's birthday party. ohmygodiwasactuallyallowedtogoout! and i had so much fun! i love shenny mwahmwahmwah and AND AND i got to see VEE AHAHAHAH IM HAPPY. im very very happy.

AND, waterFest in 9 hours. Bryan just told me there'll be 200lbs of iced water to SOAK EVERYONE IN! WTH??? it's gonna be FREEZING! in the early morning! omg.

stay tuned.

Heluuu. Just a short blog to update the site. (Lyn, Vee, where you both?? Blog soon, okay?)

I've been going to church a lot for the past few weeks and last Thursday night, after Holy Thursday mass, I met up with Jasmine! =D Hehehe. It was nice talking to her again. And her hair was so totally gorgeous! =D still Love it! lol.

Anyway, I've blogged in Crazzyinlove so I don't really know what to say now. Will blog again..... soon. Im off. =)

I feel like eating strawberry cheese cake. Orrrr vanilla ice-cream with strawberries and chocolates! ooooohh :P Or maybe tiramisu cake. Yummyyy :P :P :P

hahaha :P very random.

Lazy to walk from one class to the next? Get a scooter.

Suggested solution by: Amanda.

haha :P How could have I NOT thought of that? Haha. IF ONLY we could. I wish~ That will be so cool! hahaha. Everyone in scooters, mini-like-roads provided, hahah. Ok, it'll be great if the school is like super huge.

I miss being able to wait in class, (relaxing, talking and making fun of each other, gossip, whatever) while waiting for the next teacher to come in. Dammit. Those years~. Have I made the most out of it? I don't think so.

All those years, I've been constantly reacting too serious just about almost everything. If I could turn back time, it'll be a hell lot different. At least, I've learnt to let loose and just go with the flow. And also, learn to be there for my friends even more, appreciating everything they help me with- even with the slightest things,.. treasure every moment spent with them.. You know, all that. I need not mention everything.

From the start of 6th form, I met this really amazing person, K.W. She was in my G.P and Physics class. We sat next to each other in our physics class. Honestly, I had always look forward to my physics classes because of her friendly and caring nature. She had always tried to help me with absolutely any of my doubts without hesitation.

That saturday, she came in class a little late. A few seconds after she had settled down, she said she had to tell me something. She told me that it was her last day in Maktab Duli because she had been accepted into another school in Malaysia.

Just when we started to get to know each other better, just when I knew I definitely have a great start to a new beginning of a better life, she had to leave. Oh my god, I thought to myself. Another great friend a step distant away. Sighs. I really miss her. Physics class is really a bore now-a-days. YES, Kimmy, if you are reading this, I MISS YOU, mah dear!!

Recently, another new student came in to replace her. But it's only temporary because she's here to train for SUKMA; karate. Then, she'll be going back to her school in Tutong. Damn it. I really hate it when people leave, especially when you're comfortable being around that person.

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Ok, off topic now.

VEE IS BACK!!! =D haha. [add]/Ok, strike that off. Vee missed her flight. =(//

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Last saturday I had chemistry practicals after lunch. I still have not gotten used to that ... uh... I don't even know what it's called. =S It's a PUMP thing which we use for titration. Shit ass. I was so embarassed when I did my first titration in MD because I DID NOT KNOW how to use it and every one else knew! Even Hafiylah knew how to use it. AND THEN, I found out why I couldn't pump NAOH into the pipette to the exact value. The pump ROSAK!!! giler banar. I was SOOO pissed! hahaha. YES, I was the last to finish that titration! =( Afizah was kind enough to help me wash up and keep all my apparatus. Hehehe. She's such a sweetheart, really. I didn't even ask her to help me. Hehe. After we got our readings and all, we had to do the calculations. Afizah and I were the last to leave cos we didn't know how to do. Haha. So yes, Mr Doyle helped us. =)

I don't feel so left out in chem class anymore even though I know I have the lowest credit in Chem for Olevel result in my class. Afizah told me that she fails almost all her chemistry tests back in STPRI AND, she has NO idea why she's taking Chem for Alevel. Haha. We're in the same boat. =)

OH YEAH. hahahah. Mr.Doyle told us this really funny joke while acting it out. LOL! The class burst out in laughter- it was SOOO hilarious. haha :P

Why do you think rappers or those niggas throw their hands down/bend down when they move while performing?
That's cos they wear too many blings- They're too heavy!

HAHAHA. lame?

God, it was Sooo funny. He kept on repeating the same movements in class and we just kept on laughing. hahaha :P I never even thought of it that way! :P lol!

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Today- Palm Sunday.

After the PROCESSION, I played the violin for mass with Jo and mah loveeellyyy tcher, Tcher Gina. =) Damn nervous, lots of mistakes, who cares? You care? Skru you. :P haha. Im playing for the Lord.

`She asked me to play for 5.30pm mass as well. BUT, I over slept! =S eekk. hehe.

Tcher Gina is the bomb. I love her lots! Hehe. =P

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Ok. I'm like neglecting the people i'm chatting with now cos of this long blog.. hahaha. I have lots to tell. :P More next time. Till then, chao! =P

WHEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!

VEE'S HOME IN... *checks clock*

17 hours!!!

WHEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeEeeeeeeEeeeeeeeeee!!!!!

I accidentally deleted a long post. HAHA. Skru! Here's a summary. haha

- MUSIC<3 (rehearsals and choir practices) has been taking up a lot of my time.

- Homeworks and assignments as well.

- Today's lunch with Clint(as usual :P), Hanif and Kevin was great because we had 2 hours instead of 1. (My last 3 periods are private studies- lessons ended at 11am.) Yesterday's lunch - with Michelle and William.

- Tennis Club is cool. =] That's cos Clint and I kinda established it. HAHAHA. :P prasan! Btw, Tennis Club members, Meeting tomorrow in Room 010 at 9.45am. Thanks!

- MD vs JIS girls basketball friendly match. Should I sign up and try out for it? HAHAHA. I'll get squashed. No point doing so anyway cos no matter what, I won't get selected. The girls are so much better than I am. haha =p

- The Dream Expands [mega concert]- April 30th. Tickets are ranged from $20 - $500. Depends if you get a table or just ordinary seats.

April Fools

how nice, i had to have 2 tests on april fools day and it was no joke. scored 36/43 for bio, not too bad. waiting for death when chem results come in. I DIDN'T KNOW SODIUM PHOSPHATE WAS ACIDIC. IS IT?? waitaminit. it's just a class test. no big deal! haha.

when i got to Bio class this morning, MsHuiHui told us that the bunch of us in BiologyL3 who belongs to BE1-BE12 are going to be transferred to other Bio classes and others will be coming in to L3. we were shocked. we'd just started to bond, i like mabel, hanisah, aisah, alina, alicia, stella, bernard, tziaminn, cheehwa, syadi, ehwan and all the others!! AHHH!! when we asked why, MsHuiHui said it's coz our class is too "smart", half of it is taking 5 subjects. SO? =(

so we spent our last lesson together sulking, going thru the bio test. mabel was whining about alicia having to move haha. when the bell rang, MsHuiHui called for our attention again, and said "regarding the half of you having to transfer to other blocks, forget about it. it was just a joke. HAPPY APRIL FOOLS"

*GASP*

i have a feeling im gonna really enjoy my bio class for the next 1.5 years