there's no end to it!

so here i am again, to tell you all how lazy i am, and i don't think it's a good thing.

i KNOW i don't have much time in my hands and i have lots of school work, lots of unnecessary things i signed up to (heh) to prepare for, ECAs, lots of household chores to take care of, responsibilities yakiittyakyak.

yet, all i ever do is complain about it and never do anything about it. i think this is proving to be a severe and corroding disease spreading among the youngsters. they KNOW what they should be doing, and they DO worry about it but yet, they DON'T improvise any action plan and even if they do, they DON'T implement it. sounds stupid but true.Tony calls it NATO. No Action Talk Only. HAHAHA.

"i am so worried about my studies lah!"
"im so worried of exams you know?"
"im so scared i wont do well ahh!!"

well get the sorry ass up and do something about it! (ahem, im speaking to myself)

i should be up and doing something about my own issues as well. WELL I AM! was. was doing some research online, needed a break and decided that chocolatte needs and update.

it just occured to me that teachers always lie, albeit white lies, all the same, lies.

they say "it's just one more year, you work hard this year and you'll be done!"

LIES!!!

year after bloody year they say the same thing, yet students are still working their arse off every single year. WHEN WILL THIS END?

last saturday i spoke to my career counsellor/ lit teacher. she said i should work hardest for Alevels in this one important year because it's the turning point, it decides what uni i go to and what program i can do based on my results.

i say YEALAH what about when i enter UNI??

are you going to tell me for the next 5 years that those are THE important years which decides what job i get based on my graduating cert?

AND THEN WHAT WHEN I GET A JOB???

my boss will tell me "work hard this year, i see you have a chance for a promotion."

and then you get married, have kids who turn out to be demons, you and your husband tells yourself that things'll smooth over when the kids grow up. but when the kids grow up you worry about their future and blahblahblah the cycle continues, you're doing what your mom had been doing all along.

EVERY SINGLE YEAR UNTIL YOUR DEATH COMES THERE'S NO END TO IT!!!!!!!!!


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then you sit down and think about it.

"it's life!"

you're going for the things you want, or you wouldn't have believed all those lies.

white lies people told you, just to shove you on.

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